I wish everyone had blogs, it'd make things a lot easier.
I'm going through some things I'm not sure I'm ready to handle. I feel like I'm trapped in a 3oyr olds body, thinking "this is it." I hate it. I want so much more, yet lack any motivation, or any confidence. I don't understand it. I've never felt like this to this extreme ever before in my life.
I have to get out of this, and I have to push myself more now than I ever have.
I have too much alone time, and too many thoughts racing.
My mind is always in the past, and the future. It needs to be in the present.
