Om

I keep seeing this symbol everywhere. It was really starting to freak me out a little bit. I know what it means and what it stands for, but didn't really know the history behind it, so I did a little research.

This is the most legit article I found.


Interesting stuff.

Crazy

I need this NOW.














and this too......






I will have sex with you 72 times in a row if you buy me these 2 things.


No joke.

Shakin n Bakin

First week of work, and it feels awesome. It's pretty boring just standing up there at a register but surprisingly the time goes by pretty fast. Once xmas season starts tho....oh man. I will have no time for anyone or anything. lol Gotta do what ya gotta do!
This weekend was A+. Friday was filled of unnecessary bull shit, but I'm not even trippin about it. I finally realize what I need to do with the whole situation and it's gunna suck hurting someone but the whole thing just isn't worth it. I wanna do whatever I want to do and I can't worry about whether thats gunna effect someone else or not.
Saturday....was awesome! There was so many fuckin people there I could barely move, but I just felt on top of the world. I needed the music and the good vibes and the dancing and the dancing....and oh..the dancing. It was really weird/awesome/crazy that there was so many people I knew all in one room. Almost had to fight somebody haha....but I let it go. The only thing that sucks is taking care of drunk people. =/
I finally see the big picture. Life is too short to dwell on the past, to let anyone bring you down, and to try to do anything other than to just BE and make the best of every situation. I don't have much time left here, and I don't wanna have any grudges, any conflicts, regrets, or any awkward vibes.

Nothin can bring me down anymore except for me, and I refuse to sit here and be angry and let negativity walk all over me.

Tonight....LOOOOOOOOOOOM! =]

Have a good day kidos!

Love is nothin, scared of success

DJ Rare Groove, Abstract Rude, Blueprint, and Atmosphere

WOOOOOOOO BABY!

This show was amazing. I went by myself, because no one else wanted to go with me, but I didn't even care. I got there at 730 thinking I was late, and waited in line to get in for a half hr. Once the doors were open, I got myself a hoodie! Dj Rare Groove started off the night with some spinnin. OOOOOOOooooo was that awesome. I decided to just go right to the front while I could. To my left....2 drunk bitches....to my right...2 really cool dudes. =] All I gotta say is those girls sucked. Spillin their drinks all over the stage, yellin and screamin for "Slug" and dancin like hookers. Me and the guys wanted to slap em!
But anyway, Abstract Rude was pretty decent. I wasn't a huge fan, but he put on a good show. Blueprint completely blew my mind. I need to get some of his shit fer sure.
Then of course, the main event, Atmosphere! This was seriously a dream come true. Their music has influenced me and helped out through a lot, and to see them live was just a trip. Mankwe's voice blew me away. I looked over at her and screamed, "Yeah girl!!" and held up my finger, and she smiled at me and nodded and held her arms out, letting me know she understood. It was fucking awesome. I'm surprised I didn't loose my voice.

Overall....I was in heaven. =]

Chased the Dark Clouds Away

Everything is finally looking up for me. I'm on my way and it feels sooooo fuckin good!

I just got hired at Office Max last Thursday. Full time, $9 an hr, Mon-Fri 8-4, sometimes Saturdays. HOOOOOOLY SHIT was i stoked. It's the best offer I've had and I agreed to take it. One problem.....drug test. I took Strip Thurs night and took the test on Friday around 11am. They called me today and said, "Well we got your test results back and it looks like you have traces of methamphetamine." I got silent for a second and didn't know what to say, and then he said "No I'm just kidding, everything was fine." Scared the fuck out of me. All I could do was say..."Ok, I was like um...what?" followed by a ha ha ha! Then he said he would contact me on when I can start training which hopefully is sometime this week.
This was my face upon hearing all of this information...

=]

I'm so fuckin happy about this you guys don't even know!


PLUS.......

I'm going to be moving into a house with Ali and Maggie, and possibly 1 or 2 other people. We've already laid down rules, looked at houses on Craig's List, newspapers, ads, and everything. We have a good 20-25 were interested in. Now, we just have to wait for Ali to come back from Arizona and get this shit rollin! I'm really excited! I think this might actually happen this time, I can feel it. We're trying to shoot for Mid Oct, or early Nov but hopefully sooner than later. We're looking at houses in Midtown, (mostly creighton/uno area) just cuz it'd be amazing...of course.

Full Time job.
Gap.
Rookies.
HOUSE.
Almost done with my essay for Columbia.

Good things to come and lots of hard work to look forward to. I'm so ready for it. I just wanna scream I'm so happy!