Bitchin

I don't have a lot of friends because I don't like a lot of people.

It's hard for me to trust.

It's hard for me to open up.

I lose touch with people because I push them away.

The friends that I do have are not exactly down for anything and everything.

This leaves me home alone not doing anything I want to do.

Is ANYONE for real anymore? Damn..

I want new friends.

I'm tired of the same shit.

I'm tired of being there for people anytime, anywhere, and getting nothing in return.

What the fuck is my purpose?

What about ME?

What about what I WANT?


I'm gunna start living by me. If no one else wants to do it, fuck it. IM gunna do it. If I have to go by myself, fuck it. I'll do it. Who says you can't have fun by yourself, right?